My Unexpected Life-Changing Choice

Before 2020,
I listened to people that are close to me because they said they wanted to help me. They said "listen to us and everything will be ok". “I promise you that it will be better and just wait a little longer". I realised things are never going to be better and that it was going to be the same over and over. Same disappointments, the same false promises. I was being provoked for too long and have been discouraged a lot too.
After that, I decided that I had enough because I knew things weren't getting any better. I was angry and frustrated realising the amount of years was wasted. I took back control. I was sick and tired of waiting. I have waited and have been patient long enough.

Near the end of 2019, I decided to make a fresh start and start over for my art. I wrote down plans on my computer that I wanted to do. I have a lot of catching up to do.
Since 2020, I started doing all of the things that I wanted to do that I wasn't able to do:
-Do the work that I wanted to do
-Go under a different name for my art career to give myself a unique identity since I was getting nowhere
-Post whatever I want
-Enjoy myself more

I am doing this to inspire everybody, especially for all people who are in a similar situation like I was before 2020. Also, doing it for the people who have disabilities since I have autism. I am not here to rub it in. I just wanted to be happy, enjoy myself more and have complete control of all of the things that I do.
If you were in a similar situation that I was in before 2020, I encourage you to take back your control and do the things that make you happy.
I am continuing to achieve my goals and dreams and continue to inspire everybody.